It has been a while since I blogged about something concrete, something that has got to do with my life and the status of it.
It has been a rough month for me. Namely, with problems at home, I thank God that is has subsided, if not I might have called the police on that person.
On the friends part, I'm blessed with friends like Farah who kept me company and me keeping them company. Problems in a friendship is inevitable, be it big or small. It can be resolved and it only serves to make the relationship stronger. I'm one that treasures friendship alot. If you go around my back and stabbing me, then FU. Do not think for one second that I would trust a person I met just for a few weeks fully. I've meet people who can't keep their mouth shut even when I said please. Is it so hard? Do not for one second judge me because you just don't know the whole story. Do no speculate, do not come up with your own ideas. I've had enough of this nonsense.
Sometimes I question myself, "Where's my bestfriend when I needed him/her?" , "Am I disposable?". I get paranoid, yes I do, its only human.
Work wise, I'm just sick of working. Sometimes I just feel as if I owe my life to that organisation or that its asking to much from me. I'm sorry but demands that does not meet the returns is not motivating. You can promise me a lot but when does it stop from just being promises? Work with me here! People still owe me so much money, Mediacorp's AMU also owe me money. Since like what? december 2007? For a big organisation, they are really poor to pay me that pathetic sum.
I'm just fed-up with situations in my life now. If you hate me, then just tell me. I bear no grudges, I never did want anybody to hate me. I've always tried making others happy but you still need to realise that you can't take me for granted cause as happy as I am, I still have humanely problems.
Seriously, I need a vacation. |
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